wintry mix : songs & poems for the season

Ever since I wrote this post, people around me have been finishing their sentences with “pa-rum-pa-pum-pum” and attempting to “celebrate me” places. In an effort to stem and turn such unforgiving tides, I come bearing gifts.

Here are 3 original poems, with 3 songs interspersed. I wrote the poems; they are meant to stand independent of the songs, as a series of short vignettes, with winter as the common backdrop and inspiration for all of them in some way.

[**Please note that a poet and a biographer are not always the same thing. But that every poem I write is, in some way, deeply personal.]

I.

Your sweater is here on the chair

Just as you left

Arms dangling

With no one to hold

I shiver and ignore it

A needle tickles vinyl gently

Scraping away at memories

Treble clefs evaporate

Like smoke from cigarettes

I leave lights on to fall asleep

Clasping hands together

As if in prayer

I stroll with you

Through deep woods and dreams

To talk for hours about

The world we belong in

You kiss me and I remember

The scratch of worn wool

Your affinity for argyle

And the winter we never had


II.

You and I build men of snow

Crafting with care each rounded belly

And bosom and head

One atop the other

While we discuss the finer points

Of coal eyes and modern warfare

Rushing inside with pink cheeks

I realize I love the way you look

For carrots and buttons

Pressing them together in our palms

We make our noses touch

And consider the merits of igloos

III.

Herald angels sing

By the fireplace

Warming their hands

Discerning foreign tongues

And the contents of casseroles

A sleeping child in their midst

Whose hands once cradled

The rising stars


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The angel on her shoulder

He gave up and went

The devil stuck around

Till his patience was spent

And she sat there alone

On her living room floor

Wondering if she could ever be sure

Because if it ain’t broke

Then it don’t need fixing

But what can you do

If the pieces go missing

The night was too quiet

The day was too loud

Everyone else had her

All figured out

So she swallowed her pills

And she wrote some things down

And she waited until her heart didn’t pound

Yes if it ain’t broke

Then it don’t need fixing

But what can you do

If the pieces go missing

Awake and alone

She stared at the clock

The only face left

And it wouldn’t talk

The ceilings said nothing

And nor did the floors

They all held their breath for a knock on the door

Saying If it ain’t broke

Then it don’t need fixing

But what can you do

If the pieces go missing

She read about someone

Who fell off a wall

Who couldn’t be put

Back together at all

Her heart lay in pieces

All over again

As she fell asleep dreaming of all the king’s men

Singing If it ain’t broke

Then it don’t need fixing

But what can you do

If the pieces go missing

©bah10